Tuesday, October 24, 2006
@ 9:42 PM
really bad mood today....
wake up 10 plus.... cuase goin to meet someone later... meet for lunch and say bye bye.... is about 1 plus... donno where to go... don feel like goin home, don have the mood to spend the time wif my parents.... head to bugis and look for jy and yf.... sit inside the shop... chit wif them and watching them serving customer.... went home around 5.... at last i took bus home.... wahaha... at last noe where is my the bus stop.... wahaha....
actually thinks a lot today... cause a lot of ppl around me is getting very emontional this days.... thinking about everyppl around me.... thinking wat is their greatest fear.... to most of the ppl is to face death and separation.... some ppl say that time goin heal everything.... how long and how short the time is, is goin to depend on u and how u face it.... when we get sad, confuse, we will jus lock oursleves in the room and cry our heart out without let anyone knows, thinking about the sad things.... wiping and sneezing thing into tissue paper.... y?! we ppl jus don wan to let others see them cry.... (some exception) or u jus don wan ppl to see ur weakness... i now alot of ppl who do that.... jus do think that i donno... sometime we have to stop dwelling into it... i know is not that easy.....
I would want to live longer...