finally i am updating my blog... is like 3 month since i update my blog.... doing nothing.... though of studying... but nothing is get in to my brain.... siting infront of my computer... donno wat to do oso... i am not goin to school till exam.... and is left less then a week to exam... i have even start studying.... saturday still need to work... haiz... study about less than 15 minutes, i start to walk around in the house, finding food or things to do..... that when my dad will start nagging at me... blar blar blar.... how i wish that i can mute him jus like we do to our TV.... my ear will be very peaceful.... really miss my nitec life...

lately, all the feeling is coming back again... trying to control it.... i don wan to go back to my darkness moment..... but i still lost in the middle of the forest, tryin to finding my way home.... i don wan get hyperventilation again.... i am trying not to think about it... trying to concentrate on my exam... jus hope things go smoothly.... really looking forward to HKG trip... something is better to keep it to ownself than to say it out... being happy or being sad, really up to u....
I would want to live longer...