cant sleep... still need to work tomoro.... still cant sleep....

no matter how strong a person is, there is time they cant take it anymore... jus like a rubber band, if u pull it to it limit, it will snatch... no matter how u tolerent, one day u jus cant stand it anymore... y must i have to be so painful?... i wan stop it.... but i donno how.... anyway no one would wanna noe wat happen to me... no one will wan care..... i m jus an extra...

no matter how i try.... i still end crying in the slience..... keep all the thing to myself.... no more strength to hang on... to trie... "being happy or sad, is really up to u" i agree.... but how.... leave the past behind and be happy.... i try that... no use... thing will remind me of the past.... how can i stop my tear.....

will be the dead be remember?
I would want to live longer...