lose today and yesterday match... really not happy with myself.... everyone is say that we never communicate.... and play our own game... i really not happy with myself liao.... i donno where i can vain all my frustration... i don wish to vain my anger to anyone... bruise on my leg and arm i didnt got them during my match... i hit myself with my racket because i didnt do well.... i bite myself because i donno where can i vain my frustration to.... y do it have to be like that... y when i needed someone the most... no one is with me..... y do i have to go through all by myself... this is not the first time... and this is not the worse one.... i cant find someone to talk.... when i need them the most... they are not free..... so feel like crying.... but my tear don wish to roll out.... is struck inside... i wan to cry out loud... so feel like cry out loud.... all i need is a pair of ear and shoulder at right time... haiz.... mayb i jus under stress... after the badminton.... went to have dinner at the coffee shop.... and took coach car home.... really like taking coach car... cause all ur problem will gone.... if anyone got the chance to sit on his car then u noe wat i meant.... haiz... still got presentation and project to hand up... this Friday dead line.... i don think i can sit for my exam.... attend not enough ah... i think i will get debar.... donno since when do they change the system to 95 percent instead to 85 percent.... haiz... really very sian ah.... i wanna die le....
I would want to live longer...