too busy leh.... no time to update.. haiz too many things happen... haiz... this whole week badminton matches... my matche is on Thur and Fri... wish me luck.... the whole week i have AL to cover me... hehe... very stress ah... Mon to Fri got Dover, still need to go to school in morning.... sat and sun still need to work.... still projects to rush... haiz... one on the 17 Aug (POM) and 24 Aug (Web)
this Monday(13 Aug) is very sad for me... today i oso realize that...... all the words he say that day keeps repeating my mind... and is still repeating in my mind now.... i jus simply cant forget the words... after badminton went to pasir ris.... and things never stop there... Tues and today i keep listening to one song namie amuro "should i love him?" Tuesday i reach Dover early... i was too early... no one was a round... onli coach and him... didnt wanted to face him... so went to the stage behind and isolate... keep listening the i song mentions jus now... think a lots....
For today i still listening the song while i m blogging.... the whole day i been listening to this song....
this time i not goin to run away... i will face it al the way... that wat i think at the moment... i still cant commit... i got a lot of question to ask him.... i donno where to start and i donno how to ask him... i don have the coverage.... all sudden, everything become sour.... haiz... i really don wish to see him tomoro.... cause i jus cant concentrate...

that is wat huilan draws on my winter melon drink during chin's class


that wat i have on monday, after all the sad thing... haiz

picx on 8 Aug

the Au's sisters singing their song

Guess whose foot is that (fang and mine)

fang and me









I would want to live longer...