today, is a mess... i was so moody when i wake up because of wat he say to me last night..... the words he say is still in my mind... when i reached the hall.. i was so moody that i don have the mood to play... after a few matches, i feel better.... then the highlight of the day.... wahlao... seriously, it look very drama lor... but alot of anger, crying, consoling, and scolding....

below will be wat i wanna to say to some ppls

when r u goin to wake up. when r u goin to face the fact. when r u goin to face the reality. when! WHEN! when r u goin to let go.... when r u goin stop being a fool... where r u? where is the person i used to know... is 1 year plus since i seen her.... don tell me that we don understand u.... we know wat u wan... but wat u wan will onli make u suffer... have u even think of y we do this to u.... cause we have a ready had enough of seeing u suffer and giving in... we do all this because we cherish u more then he do.... we don wan to see such a good friend suffering with all this... don say that things wasnt like that yesterday, both of u were happy and sweet.... don give me all those shit..... i tell u now, Mr blar blar blar was running in the park YESTERDAY but he die today... is was sunny YESTERDAY but it raining today... u will never noe wat goin to happen next.. don tell me that u have the moment with he is really sweet and really happy.... y don u tell the moment u had with he is oso really painful and suffering.... if u r really happy, i don think we have to interfere ur relationship.... have u ever stand in our shoes to see how is like to see u suffer... how many time do we have to see u cry and suffer... u always the one giving in and admitting u r in the wrong.... hey, don say wat... i do stand at HIS shoe think... he has his own reason and u have own .... u every time accept every of his reason... do he really accept ur reason or will him fight that he is right.... u think he is the one for u.... do he think u r the one for him? wat is urs is urs.... no matter how u throw that away, it will return to u someday... wat u a ready lost is lost... it will never return.... jus like a person die yesterday and he will not revive.... jus like u burn a piece of paper, it will turn to ash. no matter wat method u use, the ash will never become paper again.... he is take advantage of u.... taking thing for granted.... u will never satisfies him..... u once told alan b4 that "outsider will see clearer then u do." and the fact is that u noe it will not last long.... in fact, it will happen soon or later.... cause u told me that u don wan to end up like ur parents.... please i wish to see the person i saw 1 year ago....

to bee

Sorry for not stopping... really sorry.... next time i will act fast... (i hope there is no next time) haha

to rine

sorry... to left like that... and leaving all the thing to u.... sorry

to rome

haha... sorry for hanging up ur call and ask u to have dinner with us., end up i wasnt there...


i think that about it.....

but end of the day i still have someone to cheer me up :D
I would want to live longer...