jus finish chatin with bao yu and yasel jus now..... now that i feel better now... and i need to say thanks to u all.... mayb i think to much or wat... or wat i see is not true.... and i hope is not wat we all think... haiz....

how i wish i can put a full stop b4 i get myself hurt....

most probably not goin to badminton tomoro.... Sorry coach i think i have to pass u the mouse next time..... don have the mood and i don wan to see some1 and then start to cry.... i almost burst to tears last week because i saw him.... i don think i can control myself nowadays.... so i need my some time go back to normal.... okok... i noe along i am normal..... wahaha....


is will end someday...


everything above i think exaggerate too much.... u don see claudia in tears in public..... is really hard to see her in teara wahaha.... is like 1/1000 u will see cry....or = nil
I would want to live longer...


haha is been almost a month since i blog... actually i have tons of photo to upload.... jus that i am too lazy upload it.... i think i will upload some another day...

the things we do or places we been, some how remind us of our past. either is happy or sad, it jus remind us wat we do that day.... if it was happy memories, u will jus smile or laugh over it... if it was sad memories, u will feel the heartache or u jus sigh... they will accompany u till the end of u life... we cant jus erase the memories like we push the "delete"button on the keyboard....

this few months i been facing a few problem.... i cant find someone to share with... i donno who to go to.... when i needed ppl the most... i cant find anyone.... and end up i have go through it on my own.... i think i am use to it now.... is been so many years and this how i live....

or mayb i jus jus feel insecure......
I would want to live longer...