all by myself at home.... dad have to be hospitalize... haiz.... meet yee sara and xueqi at tanjong pagar... i was late because i need to wait for my dad to come home first... see how his condition like.... didnt get a chance to see how nanyang skool like... after that head to tmis... i perfer tmis... mayb because it will establish and got to see how the school like... all of them seen to like nanyang more... NOW I AM A BIT SHAKEN... now donno where to go le...after tmis had subway... i onli ate a cookie... then head to expo to see fang... that is when i got my dad call saying that he has to be hospitalize.... before that went to bugis collect my pay... then straight to TTS... bad memories comes uo immediately... sms ppl to chat with... cause didnt wan to think to much... and that is when i reliease... i have such a good daddy...i am very unfilal... useless... see my dad suffer from the needle... make me even gulity and angony... i jus hate goin to the hospital....every spot of the hospital make me remember everything... if onli i can let go... if onli i can fulfill the wishes... i think i would be so gulity right now...

i jus cant stand being alone at home in such night...
I would want to live longer...