i donno since when i become so miserable.... or i really noe to much.... or i really think too much.... i donno wat is wrong with me or i am not willing to know.... i was a happy girl, really strong and alway try to give the best... since where i become like this.... or all the while i like this, jus that i never reliease?... and i donno which is which..... finally reliase that i such a lousy person. i don think i belong to here.... if i have the chance to switch place... i think it will be happier this way.... no matter wat i do, i don think i can do well as u.... i am trying my best.... but i am still suck.... maybe all problem lie in me.... i hide to much... i don speak much.... i pretend to much... the more i pretend the i feel cry out loud.... why thing keep prompting in to my head.....

wat am i hide.... wat am i not speakin... wat am i pretending.... wat i am crying..... why am i so scare why do i have to much question? question that i donno how to answer.... can some one jus scold me... so i can wake up.... i feel so numb now.... i become so aimless
I would want to live longer...